paris

i've been checking plane tickets online.

planning my dream vacation to paris. <3

also.

checking plane tickets

and

planning my dream vacation

is, honestly, silly.

i paid bills this week and had 53 dollars left to spend on gas/grocery for the week.

AND NEXT WEEK.

i have an even larger bill due

that will leave me with $0 left to spend on gas/grocery for the week.

so

wherever i am in my life right now

financially

it's not in paris,

and only in paris,

in my most beautiful dreams.

the best is yet to come.