breathe

i got a new job.

a fantastic job

a wonderful job

a job i can love.

i celebrated it tonight by working my butt off

seven tables

then all tables

the other two servers on shift

decided they wanted to go home

so they kept giving me their work.

i love it,

i need it,

i need the money.

the people were fantastic

the guests, friendly.

they ordered well,

tipped well

appreciated much.

then we closed at ten pm

and my last guests left at 11

11:45 when i pull onto our street

looking for a spot

12:10 when i crawl into bed

a snoozy aaron far long gone.

1:00 when i finish blogging

my mind racing

from all the stories

the lives

the sharing i now hold.

mine is part of this.

the sharing

the Continue.

i have a new job

and a new chance to live again.

<3

(interestingly--ashley carran thought i was pregnant or engaged. sorry to disappoint, ash, but right now--this JOB is what i need the most. :P )