Monday, September 17, 2012
Thursday, September 13, 2012
this is a beautifully complicated story.
my iphone was stolen.
and it probably wasn't a fellow employee that did it.
people in the bistro have told me countless times
"don't leave your phone laying around."
the homeless people/the drugged people/ the crazy people/ the dishonest people
they all frequent the gateway quarter
and they all like to wander in the TOB doors.
"don't leave your phone laying around,"
so i don't
but i do :(
and i don't have pockets in soo many of my clothes
so sometimes, down my phone goes, and then, up again, it goes, back into my hands.
not yesterday though
it was down,
it was gone.
i knew it right away too
i just knew
PHONE? not where i thought it was.
and so i called it.
dill called it.
we texted it.
i didn't worry about it.
it's a phone!
no big deal.
i've gone without a phone before.
and it was getting glitchy anyway,
shorting out, taking a long time
small glitches i'd ignored because replacing an iphone is not an inexpensive task.
on my day off,
i went back to the bistro and checked around for it.
days off are a weird thing for me.
i'm either so exhausted i can't get out of bed
or i wander around aimlessly wondering what to do before i go back to work the next day.
so i went to church.
and before church,
dill and i went to findlay market, and he bought spices, and we got vietnamese pho, and i rummaged around in my bag and found the three dollars and change i've had for two weeks--literally, the only money i have.
i wanted a coffee. or a latte. or maybe a piece of cake.
but i didn't buy any, and we had a lovely lunch, and dill went to work, and i went to church.
st. mary's on 13th is gorgeous.
the kind of church that you don't have to pay attention in, just listen.
i prayed, i listened, and when mass was over,
i headed out the back and saw the votive candles by the door.
$2 says the sign,
and i reach into my bag and pull out my three and change and toss them in the cash collector.
"watch over philip today. may his day be filled with strength, peace, and a good sense of humor,"
and out the door i go.
i hop in my car,
drive to the AT&T store,
and walk in.
a red jersey dress, red sequined heart, and gray keds.
long, wild hair.
dreading what iphone expenses are to come.
i know i can't afford a new phone.
in fact, i know it'll probably be another two months before i get something in my hands.
it's just that kind of money existence for me right now.
but In, i go, to do the responsible thing, and at least see what my options are.
i'm in luck.
the AT&T guy, Mike, is fantastic, and he knows and loves my bistro.
turns out, AT&T is having a sale on the exact iphone i have, the iphone 4 for .99 cents.
.99 cents!! i laugh!! .99 cents!!
here i was, all morning, thinking of buying coffee or cake or a latte,
and instead, INSTEAD,
i'm charging an iphone 4 to my credit card for .99 cents.
i bless my stars and thank the heavens.
every little glitch worked itself out.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
the birthday party two days ago was great fun.
for the first time since moving in
my fridge is actually stocked with food.
it hasn't been stocked for multiple reasons
1) it turns out i don't need that much food at home
i'm paid in meals at work, and one only needs so much.
2) even if i didn't get paid in meals, i get home much too late for dinner.
3) since i get paid in meals, i'm obviously not making a fortune in paycheck so i don't have any cash for that, anyway.
the fridge is stocked.
two cartons of eggs
and a whole additional quiche.
i'm eating it bit by bit
or i'd walk away being a carb-loaded blimp of a woman.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
i just decided i'm moving.
i just made a choice.
i just made the choice.
i can't believe it took me so long.
i can't believe it took me two years.
i just decided i'm moving to new york.
i just decided that.
i can believe it!
i finally can believe it!
i'm moving to new york.
i'm working on it.
for about a year.
a big move takes about that much time.
i just decided to begin working on that now.
took me to dilly cafe
for my birthday
we sat outside on the patio
reading the menu
talking about philip's work there
watching couples dancing and kissing
and loving the fall air.
we lazed during dinner.
we chatted with philip's friends
we chatted with philip's old kitchen.
we planned and loved and looked at the stars.
later, we sat in the bar with friends
celebrating a wedding and celebrating it all
i wore sequins and green, laughing and dancing and relaxing for now. :)
i woke up around ten this morning
#thankgod i work at 3
and surveyed my apartment for birthday debris.
amazingly, there was little.
philip and i clean well.
the biggest offender
was that someone had popped all the brussel sprouts out of the vegetarian quiche last night
and there were all these little brussel sprout shaped crevices all over the top of the quiche.
i baked it back up and ate it anyway. :)
the birthday was WONDERFUL.
originally, we planned on going camping this weekend, but it didn't work out.
we hosted V.3 of the Monday Night Dinner Series,
which, just happened to coincide with my birthday.
screamed the invitation
and breakfast we did have.
Philip and I spent two days preparing!
Sunday was brunch
a trip to his parents' house
where he baked three cakes for my triple layer cake, (mango, pineapple, banana with strawberry-banana icing,)
and we painted dining room chairs in the garage all afternoon.
Monday was equally busy
and lovingly blessed, being my actual birthday,
thrift-store shopping for baking and serving ware
back to loveland for the chairs
picked up an additional rug and lamps from his parents' basement
home to unload
philip's apartment, to pick up cooking things
home to arrange, bake, cook, plan, clean, and party!
the party was BEAUTIFUL
and i had such a gorgeous birthday.
23 was an interesting year
a year of solid ground and patient foundation building
24 starts me yearning for life
yearning for passion, love, and theatre.
i'm re-writing the course of my life, now
deciding and choosing who i want to be.
24 is going to be one of the best years of my life, i can feel it.