i am searching.
i am searching for challenge
for my Next Big Thang.
Where is it?
What is it?
What am I ignoring?
I believe life hands me what I need, when I need it.
If it did not, I would not be living.
So what am I not seeing?
What am I blindly turning my eye from?
Why am I here, and what am I trying to learn?
I want to grow.
I want to stretch myself.
I want to become a better woman, a stronger person.
I am looking to teach myself, to strengthen myself.
I have exhausted this level
and am looking for the next stage.
I've had enough so-so for the rest of my life.
(is the sound of my engines revving.)