next big thang

i am searching.

i am searching for challenge

for accomplishment

for my Next Big Thang.

Where is it?

What is it?

What am I ignoring?

I believe life hands me what I need, when I need it.

If it did not, I would not be living.

So what am I not seeing?

What am I blindly turning my eye from?

Why am I here, and what am I trying to learn?

Focus.

Focus.

Focus.

I want to grow.

I want to stretch myself.

I want to become a better woman, a stronger person.

I am looking to teach myself, to strengthen myself.

I have exhausted this level

and am looking for the next stage.

I've had enough so-so for the rest of my life.

VROOM

(is the sound of my engines revving.)